Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Those Pesky People

Well my siblings in Christ, I will not be commenting on the Anglican document right away because I will be waiting for an information session and then I will posit something.

Until then feel free to take my advice regarding those pesky Greenpeace and Save the Numbat/Whales/Bilby people. Now some of them are indeed worthy causes, but others are really just in the business of canvassing money. So here is the way I managed to avoid them back in the olden days.

As you see these people in the distance or as you enter an area known to be inhabited by such people, place your hand in your pocket and withdraw your mobile phone. Pretend to be holding a conversation. As you leave the area return your phone to your pocket.

Guaranteed to get you out of any situation.

I'm terrible I know.

Monday, November 2, 2009

On Priests' Hands and Bishops' Rings


Now every now and then Newly Ordained Priests appear. Along with these arrive another odd group known as Bishops.

Now the topic in question concerns the reverence shown to those in Sacred Orders. What I refer to specifically is the practice of kissing the hands or ring of the above. Now to be honest, Quasi hardly ever kisses a bishop's ring and it doesn't really phase him either way, it is just not a practice he is used to and not one he ever plans on personally fostering. I criticise not the practice and consider it indeed praiseworthy, it just does not phase me at all. The practice of kissing the newly ordained hands of priests is one I undertake and wholeheartedly endorse.

Quasi has never had a bad experience kissing a bishop's ring, but once when he went to kiss the hand of a newly ordained priest, the man in question as his hand was kissed straight after the ordination ceremony withdrew it in the process resulting in a split lip, a result Quasi was none to pleased about. Having just been ordained the man should have realised that this is just one of those things you have to suffer with. In short Quasi is still slightly annoyed at this man in questions and wishes he and his wife a pleasant existence.

In other news, Christmas is 2 months away. Quasi is wondering where he should spend it this year. To be honest Quasi wants to go somewhere exotic. I'm thinking Lapland or somewhere similar. I had a story book about it once a fable, it was beautifully illustrated and concerned itself with all sorts of semi-magical situations and an evil queen (if I remember correctly) to boot. I really should look for it, it was an excellent book. Oh well we shall see.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

I Return (Again) - On the Theological Ignorance of Nuns

My apologies O dear patient ones. But well I've been slack but fear not I return and armed with newer technological devices I can now combat the deficiencies of the formative world.

To my dear friends who know me send me an email! I can be reached via the name of this website minus the - @gmail.com.

Now to my topic at hand:

On The Theological Ignorance of Nuns - Towards an Holistic and Integrated Applied Formation

Fancy title huh!

Now please note that throughout this article I intend in no way to be critical, rather I hope that we aim to deal with the new situations that we are presently facing.

Now Sisters traditionally did not study Theology. Some did but on the most part it as an academic discipline was not one they generally applied themselves in. For various reasons of course. However since many young girls are now finishing school with very poor Catholic knowledge neglecting even the basics and since everyone is unfortunately an expert, those who are now wishing to be consecrated religious will find themselves having to face and respond to complex theological questions.

In short, it is time that they also receive a theological education of sorts. The problem is, the minimum requirement for a Catholic priest is 2 years of Philosophy and 4 years of Theology (the equivalent thereof). Now for a sister to apply herself for 6 years of study along the same lines, may not very well be feasible, especially depending upon the charism of her order. Now please note that I am concerning myself with the Australian situation and not the situation as a whole in the Church however it can of course be applied.

A pending issue is that it is possible in Australia to obtain Theological education and degrees without an adequate or any philosophical education. This is an issue. If one wishes to obtain a Pontifical degree (an S.T.B. - Bachelor of Sacred Theology) certain requirements have to be met. The S.T.B. is a GRADUATE degree, NOT an undergraduate degree, however it is possible to obtain without a previous degree, the reason being is that in order to be enrolled or receive such a degree a philosophical minimum must be obtained. So we shall be using that as our basis for working out our training.

What brought this issue to late, was that lately I happened to dine with a female member of an international congregation who happened to be in a quite important international role. Now as I was making polite conversation, the recent issue of the Anglicans and the Holy Father's offer (of sorts) was discussed. Now this sister being well in possession of grey hair, clearly knew many priests, in fact many more so than I. She did mention that some priests who well now find themselves in a "marital" situation (my quotation marks), felt cheated or that there was a lack of justice with regards to married Anglican clergy being allowed to be Catholic priests. Thereupon I politely informed the dear sister about the differences being, that Anglican clergy are not required to take vows or promises of celibacy and in fact when they joined the Catholic Church they had to be "re-ordained" (for want of a better word). As opposed to one who had broken his vow or promise.

The discussion did not get heated, but it did become confused, since this dear sister, who I would have assumed would have had the requisite theological knowledge to engage in such a debate did not actually know that the Anglican clergy are not in fact validly ordained priests. It appears that she thought that they were. A travesty!

Fortunately for want of time the discussion went no further, however it did leave me rather disturbed. For what it meant was that this dear sister was engaging in debates and discussions about such topics which naturally being a positioned member in the Church she would be expected to engage in or at least have a rudimentary understanding of the issue at hand. There were the various issues:

Catholic/Anglican
Requirement of celibacy/Non requirement
Breaking a promise or vow of celibacy/Marrying in good faith
Validity of orders/Non validity
Pastoral requirement/Pastoral provision

One involved a direct sin on the part of the Catholic priest, while the other involved a direct good on the part of the Anglican wishing to enter into the fullness of Truth.

Now let us remember that nuns are not necessarily theologically trained. So now they have to be according to me. Now since the formation of a sister must of course take place, this should be combined with education in the faith. Now if it is to be basic catechetics well, then no higher studies is required, but well I think they should have some. What I propose is a 3 or 4 year course specifically designed for those (laity included) who wish to study the faith, but do not wish or cannot or are not required to study for the full 6 years. What this course should involve is an appropriate amount of Philosophy and Theology so as to educate the attendees in so far as is required. Think of it as legal studies for non-lawyers, or medicine for nurses as opposed to doctors. Naturally some courses are the same, but nursing is a 3 year (I believe) undergraduate degree as opposed to Medicine which appears in various permutations according to one's academic studies (6 years undergrad or 4 years grad). How this should play itself out and what should be involved I as of yet do not know. However following the maxim of a priest I lived with during formation "If you don't know what you are talking about, just shut up", some education of sorts is required.

Good day.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

The Final


Well the team I was barracking for lost.

Fortunately I did not place any money on this team. Only once did I ever place money on sport and that was for the Rugby World Cup where we lost to a wobbly ball that sailed through the posts. Being patriotic I put 80 cents on Australia. 43 years St. Kilda FORTY THREE years.

Well there is always next year.

Given today's reading in the New Rite, I am thinking about what should be cut off and plucked out. Caritas Christi Urget Nos.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Alrighty Then

Well thanks to Hardman (see previous posts comment) I have decided to write something.

Unfortunately I do slack off from time to time and a number of people have had a go over me at not writing and ranting.

Well here we go. Oh before I continue the previous photo is a photo taken of me a while ago. Personally I rather enjoy photography and while on holiday I had a family member take that one.

So lets see what to rant about.

Well ... hmmm ... Well Ok the plan for priestly formation.

Now as I have pointed out before the Americans have a Program for Priestly Formation. Now this document which in my opinion is a very good document has been out since the year 2006. I would not be suprised that within the next 2 years another one comes out (I'm thinking 2010) incorporating the results of the Seminary inspection. Now while we on the other hand are STILL waiting for one. I have seen a draft one a few years ago and well I became exceptionally bored after flicking through it.

If anyone can get their hands on an electronic copy and if they could politely pass it on I will be sure to critique it.

Now since Pastores Dabo Vobis came out, all I ever hear mentioned are the four areas of formation.

Human

Spritual

Pastoral

Academic

Well because Australia HAS to be different we've decided to throw in ANOTHER pillar. That's right. Because we can't even get our act together regarding four, we've decided to really improve things by adding in another one. Quasi thinks that the fifth pillar is inteded to make us more "relevant". How so you may ask? Well if you remember your fine Religious Education courtesy of the Catholic Education System, you will of course rather than learn about say, the theological virtues, or the cardinal virtues, or the two pillars of the faith (scripture and tradition) you will of course remember the FIVE Pillars of Islam. Now back when Quasi studied Islam, no one really cared about it or even gave it a thought since they had not yet placed a number of aeroplanes through some buildings.

What is this "Fifth Pillar" you might ask? Well I must confess I do not know the exact name that it will be given, but it is basically "Mission" or "Evangelisation". Well that sounds good doesn't it? Isn't that an important part of the priestly identity? His Mission?

Yes it is. Every priest should know his purpose. But of course this wonderful document will of course be more focused with grabbing your guitar and heading out to a parish and spending sometime seriously reconsidering your vocation as a number of disturbed and deranged individuals come and talk to you. Now I happen to find that most normal people go home and eat something and enjoy the rest of their day. Now I am sure that the author of this "Fifth Pillar" will go into hysterics at my completely unfounded attack on his concoction, but to be frank I really don't care. Why? Well we have been waiting for a document for far too long and I am sick to death with "good ideas". Remember children. Your worst nightmare was once someone's good idea.

Take the "pastoral year" as an example. The only people who want or advocate for these inventions are those who have never done them. The chart basically works like this.

Never Done Them - We MUST have them

Finished a month - Longer would be so much better

Done 6 months to a year - GET ME THE HELL OUT OF HERE

Think about it. Let's grab someone who generally hasn't done enough theology and still has some half-baked ideas about the priesthood in his head (we cannot expect a 3rd or 4th year to know as much as a 6th or 7th) and send him to the most undesirable parish in the diocese because we have this thing called a "pastoral year". Now since the Melbourne seminary was the first one I found using the amazing skills of Google, here is their information. Now if you look at the internship information, you will notice that albeit brief and providing no real information whatsoever you are informed that you will be punished with meeting after meeting. Bare in mind the quote of a very holy and eminent priest who worked on the Catechism (Fr X) "That those priests who do not pray are punished with meetings."

What would be nice for a change is if the perpetrators of this year would actually provide a break down of what the purpose of the year actually is and what they expect someone to gain from it.

In fact what Quasi really wants is a plan for once. Is it that hard for a seminary to actually provide a comprehensive plan for their formation, instead of making it up as they go?

Would it actually kill the staff to sit down and plan something for a change, apart from next week's golf game that is?

They complain that the youth of my generation are afraid of commitment. Well I'm sorry but that's the pot calling the kettle black. Afraid of commitment? I don't think we even see it as important. Why?

Well look at you O grand committers. How are your marriages? Did these commitments work? Just cast a cursory glance at yourselves and your own commitments. Are you committed to that which you committed yourself? How are we meant to commit when there is no point to commiting to anything. You yourselves have shown us this. I hate to think of the commitment rate of the Office, or Mental Prayer, or the Rosary or Spiritual Reading.

Well that's my rant.

So what can we take away from this?

#1 - A Program for Priestly Formation sometime before the next decade *would* be nice.
#2 - An actual PLAN for priestly formation would be nice (A blow by blow description for First through to Seventh year).
#3 - An actual thinking through of why certain things are done.

Oh and *trained* formation staff would be great as well. Ladies and gentleman don't expect your school system to be any good until we've manged to fix the seminaries and believe me, we are still a long way off from that in this country.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

It's Been a While

Now I am well aware that I have been slack as of late in adding to this space here. I have little to rant about as of late. I am quite busy and seriously need to work on a few things. I have a lot to think about. Good things, not bad. There is much I am trying to understand.

I think it is the problem many reach when the gauntlet no longer needs to be run. In a sense it is "Now What?"

When men are ordained if their seminary life had been one of avoiding the wrath of the formators or only trying to please them, what then? Purpose is an important thing in one's life. For this I am grateful to a version of the Penny Catechism, whose second point I learned off by heart:

2. Why did God make you?
-God made me to know Him, love Him and serve Him in this world and to be happy for ever with Him in the next.

It is simple and to the point. For all that know me, I am doing well. For all that don't - well I am doing quite alright thank you.

On a side note, I remember one priest telling me about how he became annoyed one day when a man left the seminary and no one ever spoke of him or even prayed for him. This priest had a go at everyone and the practice of praying for those who have left began. As I look back many men have left. Please let us pray for those who at one stage in their lives undertook the path for priesthood. It is not an easy path to follow and it is not for everyone. It is of course a path which many do not follow. Please pray for those who tried, when someone leaves the relationship they have with those they studied with changes. It is in many ways similar to a divorce.

And for those of us who are left staring at our brothers as they walk off into the sunset sometimes never to be seen again, there is a sense that a part of us is now gone. How I long for the day to look back at the sunset and see a figure returning, a friendly face, a companion, one who will accompany me and many others on our journey into the rising sun.

Friday, August 28, 2009

I apologise

I apologise for not updating regularly. It's not that I don't have anything to ramble on about, its just that I forget what I wanted to write whenever I am at my electronic data entry machine.

The formators have said some pretty good stuff lately. I should record it here. But alas I have to run off.

Friday, August 14, 2009

Disposition

It has been some time since I have heard anyone discuss the notion of fostering certain dispositions. So I think I shall. The reason for this idea is because not too long ago, I had reason to visit a retirement hospital and I was confronted with a rather large group of elderly people. Some of them clearly had dementia, but what stood out was the disposition of two women.

As we sang some old songs, one lady sat there with pursed lips and waited until it was all over, while another lady threw herself into it full of life and clearly was enjoying her last years on this earth.

As we grow older, it appears that certain dispositions or character traits become more ingrained and well, more annoying as well. As our mental faculties disappear we are left with the paths we have already trod. If we foster a pleasant and agreeable disposition, there is a better chance that people will come to visit us and comfort us in our old age or when we fall ill or when various maladies occur. If we are a pain now, it is highly unlikely we will be on the top of the list of people to visit.

Part of the human formation in a seminary is to adopt appropriate dispositions. A disposition to happiness, to love, to prayer, to Christ, to acceptance. I might go and read a book about this now. Enjoy!

Friday, August 7, 2009

Scarily True

Not too long ago a fellow seminarian put me onto a fellow blogger's site and some webisodes she has up.

Well ... it's scarily true!

Enjoy! Sober Sophomore

Thursday, August 6, 2009

...

Now that I am in the equivalent of Catholic Nirvana as one of my friends have said, I have nothing to rant about. So one of my friends suggested that I put out the suggestion that you send me your gripes.

Apart from the soccer match and uni starting up again not too much has been happening.

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Catholic Newspapers - Online

Well after perusing the Catholic journalistic endeavours of this country I have decided to rant. For the purposes of this rant I shall only restrict myself to the ONLINE versions of our WEEKLY Catholic papers.

Fortunately for my sake this boils down to a whopping THREE! They contestants are:

From the Archdiocese of Brisbane: The Catholic Leader
From the Archdiocese of Perth: The Record
From the Archdiocese of Sydney: The Catholic Weekly

Well lets start with layout. I hate to say it but the The Record of the great land of Westralia wins. The website is much more modern and "with it" then the other two up for review which happen to remind me of what internet web pages were like oh ... about 10 years ago. It is clearly and quickly apparent that both the Sydney and Brisbane editions are clearly meant as sign posts to their hard copy edition which you can pick up in the local parish. It appears that the Perth idea is for a sizable amount of literature to appear online. I suppose since the state of Western Australia happens to cover one third of the entire continent. It would sort of make sense to have an online edition.

It is interesting to note along the way, that the most populous archdiocese in Australia Melbourne is sadly lacking in a weekly newspaper. Shame Shame Shame!

So what delightful things did I find to read today. Well after starting at The Catholic Weekly's site and wanting to claw out my eyes from the horrible colour scheme and the rather sad attempt at advertising on the right hand side, I found ONE article worth of my sadly still remaining eyes. It is a rather lengthy (good!) article about the Rector of the Sydney Seminary. To be fair I like the article and recommend it for a read. But that was it.

Moving along to Brisbane I discovered that Antioch was still alive. I read an article by Ms. Harrington concerning the Feast of Blessed Mary Mackillop. If you want to be dulled to death I recommend reading it. I personally do not understand this rubbish of moving everything to the Sunday. I thought Sundays were so important in this Post Vatican II world that Saint's days weren't meant to take over like they did in the nasty old Pre-Vatican days HISS BOO! What I find interesting is that "liturgy coordinator's" have phone in regarding how to "celebrate" various doo-daas all on the one day. Howsabout ... not. Isn't Mass enough for these people? We disbanded the old and now we just go and shove it all back in with less thought out and rather secularish versions of what we once had. Then I moved onto the article about the Brisbane Seminary. I was pleasantly surprised to discover that they have 18 men there. Congratulations, I really do mean it. However once I read "I had been given the privilege of breaking bread and sharing in the Cup" I wanted to hang myself with my computer power cord.

But then in a final vain attempt I moved to The Record as a means of salvation. Well after reading through an interesting article on Divorce and another on Annulments, I found myself pulling my hair out over an article from Adelaide. If they tried, I mean if they even put in half as much effort trying to get young men to join as they do hosting these "committees" and "meetings" they might have a little more than three seminarians. It seems that these people gain a rather perverse pleasure from talking ... as opposed to whatever it is they should be doing. I then discovered that "The People" are resisting the Permanent Diaconate. Well if we knew why it had been resurrected after disappearing for a rather lengthy period of time, it might help. But in the article I learned that "St Stephen was martyred by St. Paul" ... I must have missed that part in my scripture classes since I was rather sure that he only held the cloaks and approved of the stone throwing, that "with permission" they may preach the Gospel at Mass ... WOW! I'm sorry but if they are on the altar they are MEANT to preach the Gospel. Well after just shaking my head I read that there the "Vocation Ministers" held a meeting in Perth to discuss vocations. Sadly I wasn't invited so I can't comment on what was going on, but I should probably hold my tongue and wait until I am ordained until I comment upon such a thing. I then finished on an article concerning the Archbishop of Perth exhorting his seminarians as priests and not to just stay at home. Well that is good but ... well apparently the Archbishop entered the seminary at the age of 22 and well 'lo and behold was ordained in 1958 having been born in 1936. I don't think there has been such a short time as preparation for the priesthood since the Middle Ages.

In short ... I don't think I will bother reading any for a significant period of time. I just don't have the mental energy.

NB: This is NOT a professional publication and I do not accept advertisements nor do I charge you to read it. So the same criticisms cannot be leveled at me :)

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Those Pious Ladies

Recently as I was sitting in a quiet chapel in my rather desperate attempt to become a saint, I noticed that the lady in front of me was praying in a strange tongue, it turned out to be Italian since she kept on saying "O Signore Gesu", which I take to mean "O Lord Jesus". Now for her to sit there praying at her age, I assume that she must of course have a great love for Jesus. Not having reached such an age myself I do wonder how a lady who probably was not educated to a great degree and may well have lacked many privileges I have and many others, why is it that God infuses a burning love in her heart that makes her love Him so though she has never met Him in the same way as a person down the street.

How is it that such love or desire or praise can abide? I do wonder at this. Sure I could probably give a text book answer that since God is Love, loving God opens us up to receiving a love greater than we could desire. But such an answer is not going to satisfy me at the moment.

I hope to discover the answer one day.

And yes I know I need more rants, but I am not in a ranting mood whenever I sit down at my computer.

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Difference between Formators

Just the other day I overheard a Formator from what is considered to be one of the best seminaries in the world, say this "We aim not to lose a single one." He was of course referring to seminarians. Contrast this with an erstwhile Rector, who claimed "If people aren't leaving then we aren't doing our job."

Which comment sounds like one a virtuous man would say? A man who WANTS men to be priests?

I was quite bowled over when I experienced the positive attitude of the priest who knew what he was doing. It is quite scary really when men with such warped views of formation are put in charge of the lives of young men. It should be noted that for those in formation, it is serious business. It is a statement oft said "So the seminarian, So the priest!" But I say to you "So the seminary, So the Seminarian!" "So the Formator, So the Seminarian!"

I do often wonder when formators look back on their time in charge in some way or another, if after a few years the men they trained seem to be leaving left, right and centre, whether they examine themselves and see if they may have failed the priests. All of us should look back and reflect, whether we have failed ourselves, family members, loved ones, friends, even the homeless man on the street.

What is it that we are doing? Are we fulfilling our baptismal calling to holiness? To basic Christian decency? I do wonder sometimes. Please continue to pray for me. I do not doubt my vocation, I just doubt whether I will have the strength to finish the race.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Tax and A Book

Well I have just finished my tax return and so I am in a good mood.

I haven't really much to write about at the moment.

It appears that Fr. Edmund Campion (a notable Australian Church Historian) had written another book, this time one about Fr. Ted Kennedy. Now personally I have never met Fr Kennedy, and as right wing as I am I do have some sympathy for the man. I would personally like to read the section about Fr Kennedy's book "Who is Worthy?" I personally happen to actually own the book and I did use it for an essay I wrote concerning Conscience and Newman and the Australian Interpretation (I personally like the essay I wrote, probably the only one of which I can be proud). Now while I disagree with Fr Kennedy, I am grateful to him for at least the title and the book cover. The very title does still touch me "Who is Worthy?" and the section from Rembrandt's The Prodigal Son where the Son is on his knees before his Father who is embracing him. I find it moving. Whether we like it or not, Fr Ted Kennedy is a notable figure, along with the rather notorious Fr Peter Kennedy of South Brisbane (I only just noticed the similarities in last name, but I would not know if there is any relation). I will probably try and get a copy of the book in due course since I do like Australian Church History.

I did walk through Redfern a few times once upon a time and well, any man who can live there let alone actually want to live there does deserve something. I have never seen anything so terrible in my life in Australia.

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Why

Recently I listened to a seminarian talk about service. He was being serious and meaningful. He asked us to remember that at some point in our lives we felt the call to serve, to serve others. As I sat there I looked around and began to reflect. Here there were many men who were smarter than I, more handsome than I, more giving than I and so on. Why is it that I feel called to be a priest like these guys?

Service is not something which comes easily for me. There are times when I enjoy other people doing things for me. When I like not having to do something.

And so it is of course with some trepidation that I reflect upon a life of service. Who do I feel called to serve? Myself? The people of God? The Church? Who?

It is said that when we die and see Christ face to face, He shall ask us "Do you love me?" It is then that our life shall answer the question. We should reflect upon our salvation and the eternal life, it is just sometimes I do wonder if it is all possible.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Coming to an Understanding

Now all who know me, know that I am in possession of about as much humility as a ... well lets say a politician. But lately I have come to understand some things a little better. I used to mildly roll my eyes when reading about saints and the like who would always contemplate whether they were worthy to accept the holy office ordained by Christ.

I have come to better understand their position. One thing I have been reflecting upon recently is whether I can do all that is required of me. Do I have it in me? Can I fight the good fight? Can I run the race to the end? Will I be able to make it when others fail?

In an old book titled "The Seminarian at his prieu-dieu", one of the meditations is concerned with whether the seminarian will make it. I must confess, over time the number of people in the chapel grows and wanes. Not too long ago I sat in the back of the chapel and looked around at where various people used to sit. Some guys I knew well, some I hardly knew at all. Some I had good conversations with, others I argued. Some who have left are going well, others are still pottering around.

Why is it that I have made it? Why is it that any of us make it? Sometimes the seminary is more like a gauntlet. Am I one of the ones who managed to dodge a blow? Or was quick on his feet? At least so far?

God has been very good to me. Too good in fact. Strangely my friends who are about as religious as a macadamia nut are quite supportive and say that I have made the right decision to keep plodding on. This I do not understand. Granted I hope in time to convert them and bring them back. Something we should desire for all our friends.

A priest reflecting on a book the seminarians were forbidden from reading in his time, said that it can be like an Auction, are we willing to pay the price? Are we ready to give all? Can we give all? After all these years, I wonder whether I have any more to keep paying. Here I reflect upon a line from Psalm 88, "I have reached the end of my strength" which if I am correct comes up every Friday at night prayer. I like many others feel like that. Personally I find that since some of psalms I am beginning to memorise, I quote them according to my situation. I find this quite useful.

Psalm 88

Lord my God, I call for help by day;
I cry at night before you.
Let me prayer come into your presence.
O turn your ear to my cry.

For my soul is filled with evils;
my life is on the brink of the grave.
I am reckoned as one in the tomb:
I have reached the end of my strength,
like one alone among the dead;
like the slain lying in their graves;
like those you remember no more,
cut off, as they are, from your hand.

You have laid me in the depths of the tomb,
in places that are dark, in the depths.
Your anger weighs down upon me;
I am drowned beneath your waves.

You have taken away my friends
and made me hateful in their sight.
Imprisoned, I cannot escape;
my eyes are sunken with grief.

I call to you, Lord, all the day long;
to you I stretch out my hands.
Will you work your wonders for the dead?
Will the shades stand and praise you?

Will your love be told in the grave
or your faithfulness among the dead?
Will your wonders be known in the dark
or your justice in the land of oblivion?

As for me, Lord, I call to you for help:
in the morning my prayer comes before you.
Lord, why do you reject me?
Why do you hide your face?

Wretched, close to death from my youth,
I have borne your trials; I am numb.
Your fury has swept down upon me;
your terrors have utterly destroyed me.

They surround me all the day like a flood,
they assail me all together.
Friend and neighbor you have taken away:
my one companion is darkness.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Vocation

I was looking through some old notes I made from a conference on vocations that was given to us and I found one bit which was interesting. We are not obliged to accept the grace of a vocation, it is not sinful to not take up a vocation, but it is unwise. If you deny a vocation, don't expect anything else.

My notes next to it write "Well I'm damned either way!"

There are times in our life when we are unsure if what we are doing is correct, even when we have received confirmation after confirmation there is still lingering doubt. We are no better than the Apostles who after witnessing the miracles of our Lord, still held doubts. When he died, they thought all was lost. Even after his Resurrection they still doubted. They were plagued by doubt. It appears that it was only after the Ascension that there doubt was quashed.

Speaking to a rector once, he did say to me that he had never had an intellectual doubt or problem with the faith. No issue with the doctrine or teaching, it was other things. I would place myself in the same category. I am not tempted by atheism, but by other things.

Oh well. Dinner time. I'm still human.

"Australian Catholics"

Now for some unknown reason I read when available that magazine known as "Australian Catholics". Why? Well probably because it is shiny and has colours and makes my blood boil.

In the latest edition, there is an article focusing on the work of a member of a religious order of brothers, who is discussing the various movements in Catholic education over the years. His opinions of the current situation are completely at odds with reality.

Unfortunately I do not have a copy with me so I am quoting from memory and the website does not have a copy of the article online. But in short he says that the teachers have taken up the task of religious education and are doing a good job and really trying.

Bulldust. Some teachers are and have and I applaud them. I had some fine teachers in school. Now go to many of the young teachers who are going to teach in a Catholic school and actually ask them their REAL opinions, there are some good ones, but on the whole the situation is bad. The syllabus is garbage. The teachers' knowledge is not necessarily the best. Many are not fervent believers and some hold different personal views. We can't force people to believe, but we are forcing people who do not believe to teach and pass on something to which they do not adhere.

I spoke to my father about the situation last night actually and commented how when I went to the Catholic Education Office I did have some very pointed and hard questions concerning the future. They were not particularly pleased, but when I look at the fact that my father had forked out a fortune in education fees, I want and expect results. He was pleased that I had a go at them, he was not impressed that my sister was writing an essay on Judaism, he would prefer if she wrote one on Catholicism. Times have most certainly changed since he was in school.

On another note, my grandfather left a folio and in it was some information about my family during the war years. There was a photo of a cousin who had gone to World War I and standing next to him was the priest-chaplain in a collar and uniform. The priest had done his rounds and was checking to see if my cousin was alright. This relative received the Military Cross from the King for valour. A good man. It was nice to see that there he was, a valiant man and a believer, the both of them.

Monday, July 13, 2009

The Parish

Since it is holidays time, I returned to a parish of my younger years for Sunday Mass.

Now it was quite interesting to see all the people I knew, only older, to have a quick chat with them after Mass and to see what is happening. They all assured me of their prayers and they were quite nice.

Though one thing I have to say is that the parish appears to be now of the persuasion that salvation is by projector screens. Now one of the things said in order to destroy high altars and to remove statues was that "They are distracting and remove the focus from the altar". I'm sorry but I don't know how a stationary object which looks the same week after week can possibly be more distracting than a constantly changing image which is designed to be CONSTANTLY looked at.

Another interesting thing was all the extra "community prayers" which have been added. After all these added prayers, I almost wryly commented to a relative "Shall we pray for the conversion of Russia as well." What we get rid of we put back in another way. There are good reasons as to why the Old Mass is as it was and is.

I dislike PVC candlesticks.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

A Slice of Pie

Well having enough of my parcel sitting in the city depot according to the internet tracking information, I decided to call the Post Master General and enquire as to the whereabouts of my beloved package. After a few minutes and my excellent skills at breaking the computer recordings (hint just say "Operator" or mash the keys) I was put onto a real live person. Now this very helpful man informed me that my parcel was at present in London.

Why London in transit I will never know, but I was pleased. So I have a minor retraction to make, but if they claim that I can track the parcel electronically, I would like to be able to do so. It seems silly not to tell me that the parcel has left the country when it has.

Oh well.

Friday, July 10, 2009

Australia Post

Now I like the Postal system here in Australia, in fact I think it is excellent ... excepting right now.

Now I had to recently send a package overseas with some important things for some people and I had to pay the Super Duper we will get it there YESTERDAY!@!@!@! Surcharge.

Ok so I paid a small fortune. Now using the amazing tracking facilities, it appears that my wonderful parcel which should get there within 2-4 business days is sitting right now as we speak in "Despatch". ... "DESPATCH". Amazingly it was picked up and has now spent two days sitting in "despatch". Well how they ever imagine it will get there within four business days I will never know. I posted it on Tuesday so I would expect it would be in the foreign country by Friday. Well it would help if it was on a plane. At the rate it's going, it would not suprise me in the least if the package in fact grew legs and walked there on its own accord!

So anyway I am going to go around and take bets on when it will get there, I am thinking Tuesday at the moment, which is a week, but Thursday wouldn't surprise me. I think from what I have learned, that I should just post it normally. If I have enough money I might post using all the various methods and see which one gets there first.

Bon Voyage!


Oh and for those who don't understand the picture WIKIFI!

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

The Seminary

Well this little gem has been whizzing around cyberspace at the moment and found its way in email form to me. Apparently in the latest Perth directory, this is what they thought of the seminary.

Apparently it appears that Charles Borromeo is quite an inclusive seminary, apart from providing for people who are disabled, a must in this day and age with elderly priests, it is a seminary which provides for the "developmentally delayed" and those with "mental issues" and for those with "limited literacy" and for those who are "unable to read."

What are they doing in that far flung outpost of Australia?

*I have been told it was a typographical error and the description was meant for another group*

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Catholic Education

Now just today as I pondered a Metaphysical problem, I began to think about Catholic Education. Now Terra over at Australia Incognita, mentions that Year 6 students have to sit a compulsory RE exam in NSW. About time! Mind you I remember in Year 8 or 9 having to answer a question regarding a Vatican II, now wise as I was, I thought for a second, "There is only one Vatican", therefore I answered the multiple choice question something like "Don't talk to me about such nonsense, a place can't exist twice!" I only a few years later found out that there was a Council and it was because of that I had to sit through English Masses. Already in high school I wanted what my dad had, even though I had never seen one or really knew much about it, I did find English rather dull and unstimulating.

Anyhow, today I thought, if I had children (which I don't nor plan to have) and I had to enrol them in a school and I would happily pay for my children's education, how would a Principal or a Head Master or Mistress or Rector or anyone respond to my question of:

"Can you guarantee that my child will receive a Catholic education here?!"

Will my child come out knowing the the substance of their faith, like my parents and grandparents did? Will they actually be academically accessed on their intellectual grasp of the perennial truths of the Christian faith? Will they be educated!?

Now there are of course more questions, but would my child receive the religious education which a Catholic should receive? Or can I sue the school for theft for non-deliverance of purchased service?

I think this is a question we must all ponder. If I had a child I would ask the priest and the Bishop whether I will in fact obtain a Catholic education in fact not just in name.

Now everyone who knows me is well aware that I am a proud proponent of Catholic education, I am grateful for my own Catholic education, deficient in areas as it was. In fact ... I have only ever been educated in Catholic institutions. Though I must say I have never been employed by the a Church organisation and it is to this fact that I attribute my ability to actually do something useful (a bit harsh but deal with a Church Office, its like having your teeth pulled out by a mechanic). Now while I have been educated in Theology and Philosophy, I do not believe that I am able to teach the faith. I have a penny Catechism which I pick up to read on occasion and well I am astounded by how little I know. I have memorised the first few points and these have helped me out over the years.

Ah well, it's a sad thing. Also before someone mentions "homeschooling" I have already had this argument with someone. I do not like it nor approve of it. Yes I have friends who were "homeschooled" and since I am such a wonderfully conservative man, I expect I will have them in my parish one day if it is God's will that I finish. But I have not yet finalised my rantings on the evils of "homeschooling" and its ineffectiveness. I am grateful for my high school and to be blunt, my friends from school are better at keeping their pants on then ... "homeschoolers".

Friday, July 3, 2009

Yes Your Eminence


Now Quasi has been watching a little too much "Yes Prime Minister" lately. If you don't know what that is well then ... ... well ... then it shows that there are severe deficiencies in your life ... or you not of the Great Commonwealth ... thus there are deficiencies.

Anyway it has occurred to me that this television series could be greatly transferred over to the Roman Curia. I believe "Yes Your Eminence" should be the name for the new series.

There could be many an interesting episode say where one curial Monsignor convinces a Cardinal that placing certain matters into the hands of local bishops would be a rather bad idea. In fact, it could even have some political maneuverings and one bishop could end up in Tehran of all places. There could be discussions on ecumenism and other distracting topics.

Cardinal Unsensable: I think it would be a good idea if we were to drop the Sunday Obligation.

Msgr. Retainment: What your Eminence?

Cardinal Unsensable: Well you see, I think it is time for a change.

Msgr. Retainment: And that indeed is a good enough reason?

Cardinal Unsensable: Well it seems awfully unfair to force these people to have to come to Mass so frequently, well you see, it just makes it difficult for everyone.

Msgr. Retainment: Well your Eminence, this would affect our coffers.

Cardinal Unsensable: Oh, that's right I didn't think of that!

Msgr. Retainment: Rather I believe that if we two days of the week obligatory, it means that we could realise a 20% raise in our takings.

Cardinal Unsensable: That's right! What a good idea, I keep asking for a new Sedelia, but they say there just isn't enough money. With this increase I *ahem* I mean the Church would be in a much better situation to spread the Word of God.

Msgr. Retainment: Yes Your Eminence.

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Wireless Broadband

Now I happened to buy myself one of those wireless broadband thingys a few months ago and to be perfectly honest I am not terribly impressed. Sure it's amazing that I can sit in the passenger seat of a car and drive around online. But when I sit at my desk the connection seems to constantly drop out.

Now were I to lie on my bed at a 45 degree angle balancing my laptop on my knees, I gain perfect reception. In fact sometimes I put myself in such an awkward position in order for it to work that I really begin to wonder.

It is amazing what we will do in order to satisfy our wants, as opposed to slacking off when it comes to posture in prayer.

Personally my back feels better after I kneel for a while. There are fringe benefits to everything.

Friday, June 26, 2009

Holidays and Esse

Once again the holidays have been upon us.

I remember the first time I took my holiday during seminary time. We delivered a lecture about how even though we wouldn't be in the seminary, we would still be seminarians and that we were expected to pray our breviary and to attend daily Mass. We were taking a break from studies and formal seminary life, but not from what we were.

Once we left the seminary grounds, it was as if our training wheels had been taken off and were were expected to continue for the brief period on our own.

On that note, as I attended Mass the other day, it turns out there were a total of four seminarians in attendance. I think strangely enough we consisted of a fourth to a fifth of the attendees. It is a nice thing to see other men struggling for sanctity and trying to configure themselves to Christ, a task which is not easy at all. After many years, there are good practices which I now neglect, there are others which I have picked up. It is very difficult to take a few steps forward but incredibly easy to slip a marathon back. However having a group around you is a great advantage. Religious life attests to this. It was nice to see other guys at Mass.

Oh and seminarian, standing during the magnificat in a small Church does make you look rather kooky ... first year!

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Seminary Questions

At the poking of a friend of mine, I thought I would focus on some of the questions they ask us when we join the seminary.

Questions

Question: Have you ever been responsible for a pregnancy?

Yes I have she was 15, I was 19. My daughter is now 11 and is currently living with her mother and her two boyfriends. I see her on Holy Days of Obligation and the first Friday of every month. Um ... no. My Answer: I would be mildly amused if I was.

Question: Tell us about your dating experiences.

The first girlfriend dumped me when she found out that my brother had a convertible and has subsequently run off with him to live on his beach house in Tahiti. My second girlfriend and I used to pray the rosary together ... alone. My Answer: ... way too long to put here.

Question: How old were you when you first thought of being a priest?

I was seven when Our Lady appeared to me holding two crowns in her hand, one of red roses and one of white roses. She then said to me, I offer you purity and martyrdom. I then said ... uhh ... no. My Answer: I was in primary school.

Question: Do people around you think you will be a priest?

No. My last girlfriend firmly does not and is putting up with it. My Answer: See above with minor modifications.

Question: Why have you chosen this diocese?

Because Queensland is firmly entrenched in the satanic badlands. Because if I choose Melbourne there is a higher chance of my becoming a bishop. My Answer: Uh ... because I live here.

Question: What do you think you can do best as a priest?

Hmmm ... Ignore the bishop? I'm very good at that. I am also good at organising sausage sizzles. Oooh ooh, I can also tell jokes. My Answer: No idea, I'll let you know when I get there.

Question: What is your understanding of obedience?

I am obedient insofar as my Canon Lawyer is next to me. My Answer: As above.

Question: If you did not attend Catholic elementary or high school, please indicate the nature and extent of your religious education:

I did attend Catholic Schools throughout my entire educational history. It can be safely assume I know nothing. My Answer: *sigh*

Question: What is your response to the emerging role of laity in Church ministry

They need to learn what their place is. That is sitting in the pews putting more money into the plate and having babies ... lots of babies. That way I get a stipend for everyone I baptise. My Answer: Emerging role? Hell all I see are empty pews on Sunday. If they actually emerged into the Church I might consider it.

Question: The Vatican Council II set the Church in a direction which would lead her into the present age. What is the most positive aspect, in your estimation, about the contemporary Church?

I don't have to wake up in the middle of the night to anoint someone. My Answer: Positive Aspect? This a joke question?

Question: Are you currently dating?

Yes. I have a beautiful relationship with two women in particular and I wish to continue both of these. My Answer: Seriously! The sad thing is they have to ask. Now I actually mentioned this one to a girl as I took her to the movies. There was a pause in her voice as we worked it out. Now we weren't technically dating ... I mean seriously.

Question: Are you married?

*sigh*

Question: How do you think a seminarian should relate to female friends and co-workers?

I follow the eleventh commandment. "Don't get caught." Or the Jesuietical "Third Way" (Best of both worlds). I believe that even though I am dieting it is ok to look at the menu. I believe that I should relate to all women as if they were Our Lady, thus I bring them flowers every day and tell them just how special they are and what the mean to me. My Answer: BE NORMAL, married men have female friends as well!

Question: Describe your understanding of masculine sexuality:

EVIL EVIL EVIL! I have a bath in my swimmers so I won't have bad thoughts. I can never do anything. Don't say dirty words. I can be ordained, that 60 year old grumpy half-crazed nun can't! My Answer: Yeah I have feelings, that's normal.

Question: Do you have AIDS?

Yes and soon everyone else will from using the same toilet seat! My Answer: ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

Question: Do you have a mental condition?

I am perfectly normal, though on the first Thursday of the month I have to see a nice man in a coat and get an injection. If I don't, I begin to like to burn things. My teacher says that I am special. My Answer: I'm giving up a six-figure income, my independence, my sports car and an extremely beautiful girl, to live in a building with a score or two of celibate men where I will be subjected to psychological abuse by a number of other men who are intellectually challenged and most likely useless for anything else and thus they are not in parishes. Furthermore I will have to study all over again, but this time I will be taught by people who, had they studied a normal subject, would find themselves unemployed. Do I have a mental condition? Work that one out yourself!

...

Hmmm ...

Seminary Questions. You just gotta love 'em.

I will take some more if provided.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Grumble Grumble

Right now I am in a grumbly mood.

I managed to spill petrol all over pants doing something stupid. Anyway I really haven't been in a blogging mood at the moment. Nothing has particularly riled me up and right now I am steadily going through some paperwork and I am also trying to dig up things for the impending tax return.

On another note, please pray for the priests on the ACCC retreat which is being held at the moment under the direction of Bishop Meeking.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Fine

Well today I found out that another person has worked out who I am. Hmm ....

So lets see. Right now I am still putting off two essays I have to write in order to have two units credited. I plan on devoting the weekend to sitting down and cleaning my room and writing these essays.

So since a priest was disappointed that I had not ranted for a while I thought I should.

So today I shall rant about the 5 minute priests.

Now as I am sure many of you are well aware I believe that seminary formation in this country is rather deficient in certain respects (in some places all). Now 5 minute priests are those that are ordained and shortly afterwards they run off or become disenchanted and leave.

First things first. When you are ordained you agree to certain things. Celibate Chastity, Obedience and to pray the Divine Office. Now if you do not pray your Breviary and you have bound yourself by public promise to pray the Breviary, then of course you are going to get yourself into problems. If you do not spend time in deep prayer talking to the one whom you love of course there shall be problems. Priests undertake a life of serving God, they do this by preaching His word and bringing Him to people and people to Him. It is very easy to lose sight of all of this.

Now it takes around 7 years in this country to be a priest. For some reason they say that the first five years are the most difficult. What this means is that after seven years a man cannot last the same time again in the priesthood. Lets be honest, seminary formation is not cheap, nor should it be. After seven years that seminarian who is ordained could probably have had $100,000 spent on his formation and the like. This is a lot of money.

Now the real issue that I have is that when we found out that a priest may leave, how do we act? Do we straight away start praying for the man? Do we offer Masses? Do we attend an extra Mass or pray a rosary for him? If we are able to we offer our support and desire for him to be a priest? Or do we just talk about him and expose deficiencies in his formation and then just fob it off?

*Here I fell asleep and so shall I leave it*

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Slow Week

Apart from looking forward to tax return time, and some rather hectic days. It's been pretty slack in some respects.

"Better a Toohey's New than a Victorian Bitter"

HAH!

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Life

In my youth when I achieved something I was pleased, though since when I was young anything I ever achieved was more transient in nature. Winning various prizes, gaining a place in a race. Coming first in a class. While these did indeed lead to various things they were not necessarily life changing events. I would wake up the next day and plod along.

Now that I am getting older I have found that at the moment the decisions I am making tend to be more life changing. Joining the seminary. Finishing university. Continuing the path for priesthood. Over the last two years I have had to make a number of life changing or life continuing decisions. I was offered a good deal at a university which I turned down for priesthood. A company I worked for was going to expand and needed some more managers and I resigned just as they were about to announce things. I ended a relationship with a girl so I could continue for priesthood. I am reminded what I was told by a lady a while ago, when offers come in, they come in droves.

It is a tempting thing so sit down and say "I could have been ..." or "I could have done ..." We all could have been something great or done something amazing given the circumstances. But what we really need to do is to accept our lot in life and to continue to strive to live a virtuous life. I have met now far too many people who have been financially successful and are basically just jerks. They have no respect for their spouses or any sense of common decency or dignity. As I look back, had I taken a different path I would have been just like them. And so I am grateful for the more classical education I received. The formation and time I have had to focus on various things. And I do, of course with some trepidation look forward to the formation I will continue to receive on my path to priesthood.

For everyone, no matter what we do, there is the temptation to throw in the towel. To just walk away. Sometimes this is for the best, sometimes not. I think that every seminarian at one stage in his formation wants to throw in the towel. Some do and rightly do so. Some have to do so. Some do and then are unsure whether it was the right decision.

Yesterday I remembered something I was told by a formator many years ago with regards to the priestly vocation and the devil.

"If the devil can't do it, he sends a woman!"



Now I plan on going and seeing Terminator.

The First Blessings of a Priest

Now having started the path to priestood a number of years ago, it has since meant that I have attended a number of ordinations. As the years go on, I find that I do know the men who present themselves for sacred orders in a closer and closer way. They are now the men that I have studied with, mucked around with, prayed with, argued with, laughed with ...

What it does do is make the first blessing more special since these men know me better. They know my own faults and failings, my strengths and weaknesses, they know that I aspire to the same things they aspire. And so when they lay their hands on my own head and pray their first prayer, it is very moving. Now they are zealous and this they can share that with me.

Just thought that I would share.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

The Spousal Correction

Now just the other day, I was talking to a very nice lady who has spent many years aiding seminarians in fulfilling the day to day tasks of their existence. A truly wonderful lady (every place of formation seems to have one :D).

Now as we were discussing various ideas of formation and goings on, it occurred to me that what a married couple have and a seminarian have are similar yet different. The pious prat has seven or so years in which to be formed and corrected before being released into the world. The spouse has his or her significant other to bring them into line and correct them.

We often say "She's changed him" or something similar for the male species. What this has brought to my attention is the human formation experienced by the married couple. We seminarians don't have that. We won't have those life changing experiences of having to live day to day trying to please our wife, or having to deal with our kids. We have the seminary system. The seminary system should in a positive way, correct us and perfect us in a similar manner to the spousal system. It should make up for what we lack. We spend time learning how to deal with women appropriately and sometimes we neglect how were we to have a spouse how they would affect us.

The same is true for bachelors and the like.

I think it is something to ponder about.

Monday, June 1, 2009

Celibacy by Ratzinger

A few years ago I came across this article, an excerpt from one of his books, and I recently read it and found it to be very good. So as a preamble to something I will blog about shortly with regards to human formation, I offer the following:

From Salt of the Earth: The Church at the End of the Millennium – an interview with Peter Seewald. Ignatius Press, 1997
Page 194 – 200

“Curiously, nothing enrages people more than the question of celibacy. Even though it concerns directly only a tiny fraction of the people in the Church. Why is there celibacy?”
It arises from a saying of Christ. There are, Christ says, those who give up marriage for the sake of the kingdom of heaven and bear testimony to the kingdom of heaven with their whole existence. Very early on the Church came to the conviction that to be a priest means to give this testimony to the kingdom of heaven. In this regard, it could fall back analogously to an Old Testament parallel of another nature. Israel marches into the land. Each of the eleven tribes gets its land, its territory. Only the tribe of Levi, the priestly tribe, doesn’t get an inheritance; its inheritance is God alone. This means in practical terms that its members live on the cult offerings and not, like the other tribes, from the cultivation of land. The essential point is that they have no property. In Psalm 16 we read, You are my assigned portion; I have drawn you as my lot; God is my land. This figure, that is, the fact that in the Old Testament the priestly tribe is landless and, as it were, lives on God  and thereby also really bears witness to him - was later translated, on the basis of Jesus’ words, to this: The land where the priest lives is God.
We have such difficulty understanding this renunciation today because the relationship to marriage and children has clearly shifted. To have to die without children was once synonymous with a useless life: the echoes of my own life die away, and I am completely dead. If I have children, then I continue to live in them; it’s a sort of immortality through posterity. For this reason the ultimate condition of life is to have posterity and thereby to remain in the land of the living.
The renunciation of marriage and family is thus to be understood in terms of this vision: I renounce what, humanly speaking, is not only the most normal but also the most important thing. I forego bringing forth further life on the tree of life, and I live in the faith that my land is really God  and so I make it easier for others, also, to believe that there is a kingdom of heaven. I bear witness to Jesus Christ, to the gospel, not only with words, but also with this specific mode of existence, and I place my life in this form at his disposal.
In this sense, celibacy has a christological and an apostolic meaning at the same time. The point is not simply to save time  so I then have a little bit more time at my disposal because I am not a father of a family. That would be too primitive and pragmatic a way to see things. The point is really an existence that stakes everything on God and leaves out precisely the one thing that normally makes a human existence fulfilled with a promising future.

“On the other hand, it’s certainly not a dogma. Couldn’t the question perhaps be negotiated one day in the direction of a free choice between a celibate and a noncelibate form of life?”
No, it’s certainly not a dogma. It is an accustomed way of life that evolved very early in the Church on good biblical grounds. Recent studies show that celibacy goes back much farther than the usually acknowledged canonical sources would indicate, back to the second century. In the East, too, it was much more widespread than we have been able to realize up until now. In the East it isn’t until the seventh century that there is a parting of the ways. Today as before, monasticism in the East is still the foundation that sustains the priesthood and the hierarchy. In that sense, celibacy also has a very major significance in the East.
It is not a dogma. It is a form of life that has grown up in the Church and that naturally always brings with it the danger of a fall. When one aims so high, there failures. I think that what provokes people today against celibacy is that they see how many priests really aren’t inwardly in agreement with it and either live it hypocritically, badly, not at all, or only live it in a tortured way. So people say...
…it ruins them...
The poorer an age is in faith, the more frequent the falls. This robs celibacy of its credibility and obscures the real point of it. People need to get straight in their minds that times of crisis for celibacy are always times of crisis for marriage as well. For, as a matter of fact, today we are experiencing not only violations of celibacy; marriage itself is becoming increasingly fragile as the basis of our society. In the legislation of Western nations we see how it is increasingly placed on the same level as other forms and is thereby largely “dissolved” as a legal form. Nor is the hard work needed really to live marriage negligible. Put in practical terms, after the abolition of celibacy we would only have a different kind of problem with divorced priests. That is not unknown in the Protestant Churches. In this sense, we see, of course, that the lofty forms of human existence involve great risks.
The conclusion that I would draw from this, however, is not that we should now say, “We can’t do it anymore”, but that we must learn again to believe. And that we must also be even more careful in the selection of candidates for the priesthood. The point is that someone ought really to accept it freely and not say, well now, I would like to become a priest, so I’ll put up with this. Or: Well then, I’m not interested in girls anyway, so I’ll go along with celibacy. That is not a basis to start from. The candidate for the priesthood has to recognize the faith as a force in his life, and he must know that he can live celibacy only in faith. Then celibacy can also become again a testimony that says something to people and that also gives them the courage to marry. The two institutions are interconnected. If fidelity in the one is no longer possible, the other no longer exists: one fidelity sustains the other.
“Is that a conjecture when you say that there is a connection between the crisis of celibacy and the crisis of marriage?”
That seems quite apparent to me. In both cases the question of a definitive life decision is at the centre of one’s own personality: Am I already able, let’s say, at age twenty-five, to arrange my whole life? Is that something appropriate for man at all? Is it possible to see it through and in doing so to grow and mature in a living way – or must I not rather keep myself constantly open for new possibilities? Basically, then, the question is posed thus: Does the possibility of a definitive choice belong in the central sphere of man’s existence as an essential component? In deciding his form of life, can he commit himself to a definitive bond? I would say two things. He can do so only if he is really anchored in his faith. Secondly, only then does he also reach the full form of human love and human maturity. Anything less than monogamous marriage is too little for man.

“But if the figures about the breakdowns of celibacy are correct, then celibacy collapsed de facto a long time ago. To say it again: Is this question perhaps one day negotiable in the sense of a free choice?”
The point is that, in any case, it has to be free. It’s even necessary to confirm by an oath before ordination one’s free consent and desire. In this sense, I always have a bad feeling when it’s said afterward that it was a compulsory celibacy and that it was imposed on us. That goes against one’s word given at the beginning. It’s very important that in the education of priests we see to it that this oath is taken seriously. This is the first point. The second is that where there is living faith, and in the measure in which a Church lives faith, the strength to do this is also given.
I think that giving up this condition basically improves nothing; rather, it glosses over a crisis of faith. Naturally, it is a tragedy for a Church when many lead a more or less double life. Unfortunately, this is not the first time that has happened. In the late Middle Ages we had a similar situation, which was also one of the factors that caused the Reformation. That is a tragic event indeed that calls for reflection, also for the sake of the people, who also really suffer deeply. But I think that, according to the findings of the last synod of bishops, it is the conviction of the great majority of bishops that the real question is the crisis of faith and that we won’t get better and more priests by this “uncoupling” but will only gloss over a crisis of faith and falsely obtain solutions in a superficial way.

“Back to my question: Do you think that perhaps one day priests will be able to decide freely between celibate and noncelibate life?”
I understood your question. I simply had to make it clear that in any event, at least according to what every priest says before his ordination, celibacy is not a matter of compulsion. Someone is accepted as a priest only when he does it of his own accord. And that is now the question, of course: How deeply do priesthood and celibacy belong together? And is not the wish to have only one [without the other] a lower view of the priesthood? Nor do I think that in this matter it’s enough simply to point to the Orthodox Churches and Protestant Christianity. Protestant Christianity has per se a completely different understanding of office: it is a function, it is a ministry coming out of the community, but it is not a sacrament in the same sense; it is not priesthood in this proper sense. In the Orthodox Churches we have, on the one hand, the full form of the priesthood, the priest monks, who alone can become bishops. Alongside them are the “people’s priests”, who, if they want to marry, must marry before ordination but who exercise little pastoral care but are really only liturgical ministers. This is also a somewhat different conception of priesthood. We, on the other hand, are of the opinion that everyone who is a priest at all must be so in the way the bishop is and that there cannot be such a division.
One ought not to declare that any custom of the Church’s life, no matter how deeply anchored and well founded, is wholly absolute. To be sure, the Church will have to ask herself the question again and again; she has now done so in two synods. But I think that given the whole history of Western Christianity and the inner vision that lies at the basis of the whole, the Church should not believe that she will easily gain much by resorting to this uncoupling; rather in any case she will lose if she does so.

“Can one say, then, that you do not believe that one day the Catholic Church will have married priests?”
At least not in the foreseeable future. To be quite honest, I must say that we do have married priests, who came to us as converts from the Anglican Church or from various Protestant communities. In exceptional cases, then, it is possible, but they are just that - exceptional situations. And I think that these will also remain exceptional cases in the future.

Mustn’t celibacy be dropped for the simple reason that otherwise the Church won’t get any more priests?”
I don’t think that the argument is really sound. The question of priestly vocations has many aspects. It has, first of all, to do with the number of children. If today the average number of children is 1.5, the question of possible priests takes on a very different form from what it was in ages when families were considerably larger. And there are also very different expectations in families. Today we are experiencing that the main obstacles to the priesthood often come from parents. They have very different expectations for their children. That is the first point. The second point is that the number of active Christians is much smaller, which means, of course, that the selection pool has become much smaller. Looked at relative to the number of children and the number of those who are believing churchgoers, the number of priestly vocations has probably not decreased at all. In this sense, one has to take the proportion into account. The first question, then, is: Are there believers? And only then comes the second question: Are priests coming from them?

Sunday, May 31, 2009

I Should Be Outraged

Well I should be angry. But to be frank I just can't be stuffed. I personally do avoid the normal parish Mass as much as possible nowadays and when I do have to go somewhere I go to either a Latin Mass or one which is not in English.

But why should I be angry? Well Head on over to Et Clamor Meus Ad Te Veniat and read about the Anglican "Deaconess" reading the Gospel in a Catholic Cathedral. I assume this is in Brisbane, but there is no specification. I'm just apathetic.

Maybe it's just the mood i'm in.

Purification Through Waiting


A relative of mine claims to have spent half of her life waiting for other people. A seminarian spends a fair chunk of his formation time waiting.

The wait for priesthood is very important. When I first began, I couldn't wait. I had to be out there (doing what exactly I don't know). I was rather impatient. I still am to a certain degree. The period of waiting is an important one for purifying one's intention and desire. If a seminarian sincerely desires the Sacred Priesthood, then he will have to learn to put up with a lot in order to achieve it. One of the readings in the breviary from St. Paul refers to having "Run the race" and whether it is the same or another, "For a Wreath which does not wither" (I am useless at quotes).

The desire for priesthood does waver. In fact it sometimes seems to disappear amid all the trials and tribulations. It is the ability to plod on even when beset from every side that is a sign of something important. In my first year I very much wanted to leave and I did toy with the idea over the following years. But something has always held me back from leaving.

A priest once talked about a machine that creates smooth rocks, it takes a few months, but the rock is placed in some sand and the machine shakes it for a very long time and at the end it comes out smooth. The seminary is like that in some regard. The seminarian stares down the gauntlet in his first year and makes his move. He is knocked around, beaten, bruised, all for Christ. In my opinion if a seminarian has too easy a formation time, he won't last once he gets out there. Though if it is too hard there is the possibility of him become bitter.

We have to make a choice.

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Those Theology Degrees


Now after some time in the seminary a seminarian ends up with a Theology degree of sorts.

Now what exactly is he meant to do with it? I am talking more about the physical piece of paper. Right now mine is sitting in the bottom of my cupboard. If I frame it, it means I have to carry something rather cumbersome. Mind you my papal blessing which refers to me as a priest already is framed (I think someone made a mistake). But then where does a priest put it? Somewhere in his room? What about a poor priest with multiple degrees?

I think I might just put mine in a tube. But then it won't be flat. Hmmm ... Life is so difficult.

Friday, May 29, 2009

So Lets See

Well today I said goodbye to a friend I will probably never see again, that was interesting. I am avoiding 2 assignments. I've had 2 beers in the last 4 hours and I am pleased.

So today in the end was a good day.

The reason I write about this is because for those of us who aspire to the sacred priesthood, normalcy is paramount. A priest is a man who seeks Christ in a special way, and Christ being as he is both God and Man is the most normal of men. One thing I have learned over the various years of priesthood is that it is important to not just aspire to holiness, but to avoid becoming eccentric and rather odd and off putting. Now here I am not perfect.

The problem as I see it in that there are those who in an attempt to defend the Church and stand for her, they can become rather weird. Being conservative does not mean having to fight against everything. If you only fight against things you will not last or be successful. The faith is a faith grounded in love. We must be able to love all, in spite of their and our own failings. I have read books on formation and the Christian life, I have listened to many priests give good talks, but it has only been recently that any of it has made real sense.

Sure I knew the textbook responses. I could discuss the issues facing the priesthood and appear to have some knowledge. It has only been now that I have had the issue of having to deal with the reality that I am human and am capable of having affections for various people. Positive affections which show that I am capable of not only caring for someone, but that I am able to respond to someone.

In my first year of academic studies, during the usual banter of a class, I blurted out "I'm not a very empathetic person", I said this as a way of showing that I am invincible and above the problems of "feelings" and "emotions", I will never forget what the lecturer told me (a lecturer incidentally who I did have various run-ins with but I was a good student, though I had my disagreements, there was some substance to the class) "Then you should not be a priest."

The phrase did haunt me, though the lecturer was correct. We do not need "invincible" conservative priests, the ones who argue for a particular stance. We need ones who love. Ones who believe in what the Church teaches, but in the depth and breadth that she proposes. The Church does have room for everyone. But yes we do have to come to the party.

Anyway its the Kilkenny talking. I hope to put up a funny rant soon.